Something told me not to believe you but I did
The emotional scars were healing over time
The sorrow went away with every sip of that wine
Years went by and my tears slowly faded
Truth be told I was forced to heal
You took my heart and raped it
Why did I ever love you
I dont get it
You came to me crawling and pleading
Baby I miss you, we can still make this a we thing
We can still be happy and we can still build a life together
See you came to me when I was least expected
Given the feelings that I was forced to bury
I dug them up just for you
I still had an ounce of love in my heart just for you
But you buried me 6 ft deeper in my emotinal coffin
The day that i accepted that last phone call
That phone call that told me you reniged
I put my cards up all trust thinking I had won all bets in
But as I slowly realized it was all just a poke
I saw that you made your decision a long time ago
The smiles of hope I had for us
Have now turned into tears
more like evaporated dust
Because I refuse to drown myself in what I thought was my all
I refuse to allow myself to fall...again
I dont know what I ever held on to
I dont know why I let myself get this way over you
I wasn't your option to begin with
But I took a chance on what I thought was a recharge
My battery was full, ready to restart
But now my warranty is up
No extension garaunteed
We are over indefinitely.
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